After Presenting my work.

I feel the more I concentrated working on my samples to try and develop them further, the more distant they became from my drawings. I was advised to not only look at flamingos but too look into animals and minerals. So in keeping with my colour palette from the flamingos I looked into crystals and soon my drawings I felt really started to take place they became something of beauty and about femininity. 

But my samples didn’t quite capture the same emotions it was commented that they were almost copying the works of others and that it didn’t quite all flow. 

I couldn’t see this until it came to presenting my work in front of others and as I was explaining it I could see before my eyes that it didn’t work. What I had imagined in my head I couldn’t quite get into my samples. I couldn’t see this work progressing the problem I felt was I had restricted myself from the beginning by not developing new drawings. My inspiration was weak and I soon ran out of ideas to work with. I can’t see myself continuing working on this I wanted to go back and find new inspiration to work with.